Just wanted to say hello to everyone

[druadic]

Hello to you all. I've not been around for good reason, but I want to apologize to everyone as I've not had anything out in over a year and doubt I'll be back.

I am so sorry but I wanted to stop by and say hello. I know it's been awhile but I can't help it.

Hope you're all doing well.

-d

 

[GeorgeH]

Hello to you all. I've not been around for good reason, but I want to apologize to everyone as I've not had anything out in over a year and doubt I'll be back.

I am so sorry but I wanted to stop by and say hello. I know it's been awhile but I can't help it.

Hope you're all doing well.

-d

Everything is going well. Xenonph downloaded all the tables that had been posted on PinSimDB before it went down. He has finished uploading them to Pinball Nirvana. You can read the announcement here:

Upgrade/Project - The Project to Upload PinSimDB Tables to Pinball Nirvana Is Complete

I would like to announce that the project to upload the tables from the PinSimDB web site has been completed. The tables are available on the PinSimDB Archive at the following link: https://pinballnirvana.com/forums/resources/categories/pinsimdb-tables.90/ We the administrators of Pinball...

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[shiva]

Hey Mate. Long time, was thinking of the old gang. Hope you get better soon, and maybe one day enjoy all the changes to fp in the last little while. Take care

 

[druadic]

Hello guys.

GeorgeH - I have sold my playing computer so I WISH I could play what is all there but I just can't. I will check out the post later.

Shiva - I WISH I was getting better but I'm getting worse. Check out my signature. It's just the way it is and my doctors have committed medical malpractice so it's been a mess. It sucks but that's how it is. I wish I could try out fp but like I said above, my playing computer is gone and sold.

Thanks for the posts guys. I'll be around and read a bit more when I have time. Take care of yourselves and keep those pinballs smacking around the play fields.

 

[GeorgeH]

Sorry I missed the part in red. I read a little about CSVD and it seems there are limited treatment options. It looks like there is some drug testing being conducted so you might see if you could participate in a trial of a new drug.

 

[druadic]

GeorgeH -

There are NO options. NONE. I've checked and I've been told there is nothing any doctor can really do. It's funny how in the last few years I've told most everyone I know "I'll never make it to 60" and it looks to be a reality. I've been laughing at this trying to figure out exactly how I even came up with this but I can't find the reason. Honestly, the more of my memory I lose (which I have been for a few years now) the happier I've been. By losing it bit by bit I've been more content and have less stress. My peace level has raised by 50% due to my CSVD. I'm not letting it scare or bother me any longer - I'll just accept it and enjoy what is to come. No sense in letting it bother me.

 

[GeorgeH]

GeorgeH -

There are NO options. NONE. I've checked and I've been told there is nothing any doctor can really do. It's funny how in the last few years I've told most everyone I know "I'll never make it to 60" and it looks to be a reality. I've been laughing at this trying to figure out exactly how I even came up with this but I can't find the reason. Honestly, the more of my memory I lose (which I have been for a few years now) the happier I've been. By losing it bit by bit I've been more content and have less stress. My peace level has raised by 50% due to my CSVD. I'm not letting it scare or bother me any longer - I'll just accept it and enjoy what is to come. No sense in letting it bother me.

I guess it is true that ignorance is bliss. Good luck!

 

[telmoabff]

Enjoy all the time you have! Make it somehow count. Enejoy your beloved ones.

 

[druadic]

George H -

It's not ignorance but a way to deal with the pain. It's better this way and I'm not turning this onto others by doing what I am doing. I personally don't like feeling like this but I refuse to take my irritation and rub it off onto others. Better to find a way to deal with what I have to than to shove it onto others.

telmoabff -

Hope so. I have numerous friends and only one family member that talks to me out of many of them but I could careless. My mother is extremely important to me so she always comes first but my friends are just as important. Glad I have so many of them.

 

[xenonph]

This is the only thing about life, that I don't like.
Having to watch a friend or family member suffer or die.
The rest of life I can deal with.
Sorry to hear you are going through this bro.

I will say a prayer for you and family, and I am hoping for a miracle.

Charles

 

[GeorgeH]

I agree.

 

[druadic]

This is the only thing about life, that I don't like.
Having to watch a friend or family member suffer or die.
The rest of life I can deal with.
Sorry to hear you are going through this bro.

I will say a prayer for you and family, and I am hoping for a miracle.

Charles

I don't feel like I'm suffering, that's the thing. I really can't explain it but it's almost like my head is trying to figure out what exactly just happened a few minutes ago and the worst part is that my friends have seen this over and over. I can go to the grocery and know I have to get something then I ask my almost 70 year old friend to remind me what I needed. I draw total blanks and it is frustrating. There are times I speak and just make no sense according to my friends. I don't recall doing it either.

What makes it really aggravating is I KNOW it's happening and there is nothing I can do about it. My doctors say it's normal for me to be like this and it's gotten worse and worse. I think I need a 2nd and 3rd opinion and that is coming since I just caught them keeping information from me concerning my disability so that set me off. They've known for over a YEAR about the CSVD and had no desire to tell me. This is NOT normal for ANY doctor to pull this stunt but they did it. I'm STILL battling disability and have been denied SIX TIMES in FOUR YEARS. I've refiled because I've had enough. My neurologist refuses to put me on disability so I think a new doctor may be on the horizon. Same goes for my "primary doctor".

Anyway, thank you for the prayers as it is much appreciated. I'm fine but my memory isn't. I'm just afraid that one day I'll just "conk out" and my brain will say "that's enough for you" and I'll be a vegetable. That is what scares me. I'm STILL dizzy and none of my doctors have helped me STILL with this for over FOUR YEARS. I just am stuck right now and trying to figure out what I have to do. I'm losing the usage of my ankles, knees (which crack every five minutes) and my hips (which are turning my legs and feet outwards) and to walk isn't a joke for me so for over 4 years I've been walking with a cane. To the doctors, this is normal to be like this. I can be on my feet for a total of 10 to 15 minutes then I hit the ground.

Anyway, keep playing those pin machines for me.

 

[Ian (WVP)]

hi buddy nice to hear from you Your tables will always be played just look at the downloads to see how popular they were, sorry for what you are going through, you know by myself and wife suffer with medical issues so we feel for you, all i can say is our thought are with you bruv.

Take care, Ian.