You certainly are wasting your time. But more importantly, you are wasting your life. The truth is that none of this would have ever happened if you would have stopped it with one moderating post.
You did say for everyone to stop, and I posted that I would. What was the problem with that. The 'it' as I said was the lies being planted, watered and fertilized, against me and my work.
I posted I would drop it, and destruk did not post in that thread again nor did I, until another post, in the same vain, was made. And who posted it? You did Paul. It was over. It was moderated, it was stopped. You should have been happy. The continuation of 'it' by you was the meanest, most personal, unfair, and most non understandable thing about this entire situation that you did as your part.
Before this I complained about nothing, though there was things I did not like. I supported you whole heartily in your attempt to iron out some policies, and you seemed to enjoy and appreciate that support.
Even after this I dropped it as requested, as demanded by you. Was I to supposed to take you placing the next post and it being a negative and un-true post as you changing your mind about continuing this argument, or take it as I just could not respond to these things. Did I really make the wrong choice? Was it really the latter? Of course it was.
It must be nice to be able to condition your mind in such a way that you could ever blame me for this, but to do so and have support of even a single member, that is the real magic. The other is sociopathy if you are truly unaware of what 'it' is and psychopathy otherwise.
Like I said though, you said this was settled when you let me back. And I thought and trusted it was until it was used for an excuse to be banned again. If it was not, I would not be mentioning it in my response to this ban. I don't assume that VP is all consuming for you, not 100%, but I assume you are aware of what is going on with an issue at the time you are involved in that issue.
This covers points one and two.
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No I don't expect that. Nor do I suspect it to just be round two of the same thing. It is not about coming off a ban for me. It is about why I was banned in the first place. That was clearly a lack of, I think, but certainly not enough moderation of the lies being thrown around me on the other side, not to mention that you were involved, and continued it when it had otherwise stopped. But that is to suggest that I was not the only one making mistakes, so I don't expect you to buy this. It is obvious that such treatment would seem out of proportion when it is directed at a group, that such treatment of just one person would come across. I don't think you get this point either.
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You should not change the credit in the core.vbs file. I am saying merely that this lack of credit is intentional, it was fought over, and decided that if the person that did not do it can not have credit for it then no-one can, because of whatever reason. Probably because people wanted more PacDude tables and were afraid that if he was not allowed to steal this credit then he would leave. This is the state of the file as it sits on your site. If it is what you want it can stay that way. As I said, it was like pulling the teeth of every member, less a few the others were incapable of relating to, and the staffers, just to get the improper credit removed. The only question as to really came up with it, including members and staff at the time, could only be asked as a joke, or worse intent.
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I realize a pattern alright. A pattern of selective memory, a pattern of denial, a pattern of twisting the facts, a pattern of abuse of power, a pattern of lies.
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Of course it is the same shit over again. That is what the truth is. Unchanging. Nothing important has ever changed for the better on it's own. Women, blacks, animals, nature, and anything else did not ever change because something was said once so it had to be. An you would not say that these things should not have ever been said, or was overstated at any time before the change, would you? Of course not. At least these things were argued back and forth. No one was saying that women already had the right to vote before they did. They were saying women should not have the right to vote. You on the other hand was and are still saying that these issues (ours) did not even exist.
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I just can't do it anymore. I've tried for too long and spent too much time with you as it is.
Oh come on Paul. Just because truth and honesty does not work for me, does not make me think it is flawed on any level. Give it a try sometimes. That time is not all moderation. It is from the lack of moderation, or attempting to moderate one side while the other side is carrying on, which is an oxymoron and you could not possibly do that expecting that it would not take much for that across the board action would. In fact you don't know what anything after would be had you not posted that my workaround does not work as the next post after you told every one to drop it and everyone else besides you did.
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Because I am telling the truth, I don't know why I am banned. Let alone for life. I certainly am not going to lie now and say I do, and I am not going to lie and say you did not start this, continue this, and have any reason to feel you are justified in doing so. You may wish to feel that you are, and that may be enough to make it so in your mind, but we both know you are not, or your mind is sick.