It's not up for me. Can someone on the staff help me out here? I'm not asking you to do anything against your religion, I'm just asking you to not stand in the way like you said you would. Please remove the IP block or the ban, and I think I might be able to access the site. All I'm asking is all I ever asked. Please keep your word, and let me back in. Ban me with my blessing and never hear about it again if what you are so sure that is going to happen comes to be.
Before you move this to the junkyard, stop and think of what is happening here. I am asking to get what I was told I could have. If I fuck that up then I am telling you that none of you will ever hear another word about it from me, or any one else I have control over, an alt, etc. I am making peace with you. I am going to forgive you every thing, and ask you to forgive nothing. Keep it, hold it against me, everything but believing you when you told me something, PLEASE, do not hold that against me. It's morbid to do so, have more respect for your self.
VPForums Hacked its a good thread to suggest that I should be given the chance to know that if I fuck up I will be banned, not confined to the AC which is what I wanted at that time. Don't bait me, not task me, just do it. Just quietly go and remove the IP ban so I can get tables. That's NOT all I'm asking. Remove the IP ban and let me get tables. that's just one part of it. The entire remainder is putting an end to this mess. It would be better than me giving up, and leaving, wouldn't it be? You might think it would be nice, or even great, but would you think that that is right?
All I have to offer is to drop this. All I ask is I get much less than what I was told by the staff I could have if I worked for it, and I did the work for it. The staff is against that? They seem to be but I don't believe it. I don't think anyone would be against it.
Thanks for not moving this post. I still think we can get past this, with out me abandoning the community.
I offer one of 2 things.
Forgiveness and peace with my membership back.
Forgiveness and peace after being banned for lying about it.